Wednesday, April 19, 2006
have u guys been refreshing my page..but alas...no new post??heh...i'm sorry!ever since i came back from china...i've had so much stuff to do.came up with a new concept well...structure for my shop so tt i can keep track of the stuff tt my staff sells.it's been tiring but satisfying.i've been slping at 3am almost everyday and getting up at 9.so my eye rings are getting darker.but praise God!i've not been feeling tired...and i managed to just fall asleep the moment i lie on my bed.
yesterday(tuesday),i was feeling rather discouraged after talking to my neighbour bout the area.it got me thinking alot,and made me really worried bout alot of things.i felt helpless...i dunno where and how i'm gonna go abt doing stuff....even while doing my work,this problem was etched in my mind.i knew right there and then,tt i needed to go to God in prayer..but i was really too tired last night to say the usual long prayers i usually do...so i just lied on my bed,resting...in His presence...and i cld feel him 'sayanging' me the way our parents do while we were young. ie Father sitting down,while daughter puts her head on his thighs and he'll stroke the daughter's hair.tt's how i felt.i felt like a young gal all over again.and it felt so good.Knowing tt God loves me and i'm his daughter.and i just layed there on my bed with this in mind..until i fell asleep for awhile..haha...den got up,read the bible,said a lil short prayer and went to sleep.
I did it in the morning again...resting in His presence.everytime i think of a Father up there who's always there for me,i feel really loved. really...really loved..it's as if i dun care if the world cares for me..and it didn't matter if my frens left me..it didn't matter if pple were gossipping or talking bad bout me. to know tt the Father loves me just makes me feel like a true blue PRINCeSS...maybe tt's wat causes me to look and act childish many a time...cos..well..why be serious all the time eh?haha....
in ur times of discouragement,try resting in God's presence yeah?no words needed.he understands....especially when all u need is a Hug.He's the only one who can give u tt kinda hug.dun look for it in a guy or a gal...yupyup...
oh..and know wat??i've been watching korean dramas!!ooh...they're addictive!!haha...but so nice!!BUT!!!i dun watch em without trying to learn something from it.haha..there's always something tt i'll turn it around until i learn something biblical from it.thaks doreen!cos of the many jogging dates where u tell us what u can learn just by looking at something and stuff.i learn from u to see things in a christian perspective.it's fun!cos then...can we give thanks in everything...every circumstance.even the conflict with my bestest fren.i'm glad...she's not the only one who exists.and if she choose to treat me the way she treats me...i know...i'm loved by many many others!heh...
how have u guys been?tell me k?i wanna know!!
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 5:25 PM