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Sunday, May 29, 2005 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

yeah...it's ma birthday..well..since it's past 12,i shld say..it was my birthday.and i'm truly touched,truly speechless.i think tt this yr,my birthday is really no longer just a bday.it's a testimony!now i know the meaning of bdays..and why we celebrate bdays. ----birthdays are opportunities for us to be testimonies for God.heh..

before i continue anything on...i shall type out my testimony before i become lazy.heh...

just this week,my cousin called me and i was reminded of the promise i made to her.tt if she does well for her exams,i'll bring her to town.cos she wanted to go to town.she comes from a broken family and lack love.
all sorts of love.the only love she can ever get and can't feel now is from her grandparents who are just too old to really bring her and her brothers up the way they shld be.not wanting to disappoint her,i told her tt i'll call her in a few days to let her know when i'll bring her out.but after hanging up,my heart felt heavy. "where am i gonna find the finances to give her a treat,and bless her with a lil something?"wat made it worse was tt i found out i had 2months of hp bills to settle. "i tot i paid off everything last month??"....darn...it was abt $100 for 2months of hp bill.
and i'm not gonna get the fixed allowance i get every month cos i'll be away for almost the whole month.so...i was like die le die le...but i felt peace.and it's not the first time i went thru such financial crisis.and if i can survive all those crisis,my God will definitely not abandon me at such a time.

how can i survive?borrow money?or wait for a miracle?borrow money..not very nice leh.really dun wanna borrow from pple.but if i really hafta borrow from pple,who can i borrow from?haiz...fren a?no..not a good idea..wat bout fren b?hmm...better not la...fren C?huh??not very nice right....haiya..nvm..dun think bout it le.one step at a time.dun worry joanna.u'll survive. yes!!TT WAS WAT WENT THRU MY MIND FOR A FEW HOURS.

yes,joanna's gonna bring her cousin out,no matter how lil money she has.bro wanted to bless me with some money a few days ago...but i didn't wanan take it because i know tt he needs the money more den i do.but seeing such gesture,i'm really touched.appreciated it.he's living on the edege more den i am,yet he was actually willing to part with tt lil money for his sister who still gets a more fixed allowance.so yes,i didn't take his money and i was like 'ya..altho i need the money this month,i'm not gonna take it from him.i believe tt God will still provide for me.how?i dunno.but i'll trust in Him.' and yes!this time round,i was just super sure tt everything's provided for.no worries.no doubts.NOT AT ALL!!amazing!

so...on May 29,2005,i was blessed with gifts.loads of em.shall upload those pics soon!i seriously wasn't expecting so many blessings.really.den came some frens who felt tt since i was gonna be going for a mission trip in June,i'll need some financial help,in my heart i was like 'woah!!!wat fine timing!!'which fren at this age will actually give u money for a gift?and they're so generous!God bless u guys man!!and the cash gift exceeded wat i needed.isn't God amazing?now,i dun have to worry bout bringing my cousin out,nor worry bout the expenses to philippines.today,the pastor preached bout Human disappointments are divine appointements!amen!!yes.it's true.it's never easy thanking God thru trials but i dare say..i survived a few,managed to thank him thru such circumstances,may 29 just marks the day of celebration.seriously..celebrating the fact tt i passed these tests.and i was just wondering if i shld change more RM for ABC yet worried tt if i change too much,i'll just use up the lil cash i had left for this month and for the nxt.yes!God blessed me once again.i got more den enuff RM now. "Lord,u're more den enuff for me". our God is a giving God.i can't disagree.it's true.i asked,and he gave.my dad always say,he's nv worried.cos the Lord knows and when u ask,he will listen.there are still many things in my life tt i've to commit to God,still tt bad character tt i've to change and the many frens..tt i jsut can't stop asking God to bless!

God is good.remember,tt a bday just isn't the same when u know God.birthdays is not just abt getting presents for the sake of testing ur frens or..for the sake of celebrating the fact tt u're a yr OLDER,but birthdays now speak of a different meaning.u can look at it in many different perspectives

- the frens whom u've impacted in ur lives,
the frens who remember you,
the frens who appreciate u and
most imptly the God who loves u so much so tt he remembers to drop u a lil blessing,a testimony tt u can impact in other pple's life.

Birthdays are days when we can glorify God two times more compared to a normal day.yay!i'm happy,excited and just really touched.i know,i'm nv alone.i know i've so many frens who care for me,love me and are always there for me!!thank u once again for all those gifts and cards.i really really really like em all!!really!!thank u!!!!i love u all really!alot alot!!!*mUaks* and *hUgz* *hugz*..

ooh...to PWG/f4...haha..thks for all tt trouble in getting the present.joanna's gift just isn't easy eh?haha...and it just is so difficult trying to surprise me right??haha..but i like the top.really.altho the shoulders there abit too big.but i like!!thk u!!and i actually like the 'petals' haha...see la.i miss it!!but thks estee,for getting all ur frens to try out those stuff for me!ahha..pls thank ur frens on my behalf too!heh....

thk u pple...once again!!!!thk u!!thk u!!!remember,if u ever need a listening ear,or a hug,or any kinda help tt i can be of help,pls tell me okie?or..call me!!i'm always here!!smilez!!

fel,u remembered!!love ya babe!!and yes!!i definitely hope to find my prince charming soon!haha...but well..let's just say..i'm still waiting for the best!heh...love ya!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 12:15 AM

Saturday, May 28, 2005 

Can we move on?

yesterday,after attending the bob sorge seminar,we decided to go for supper.the conference ended at 10.30pm man!!late right??den...we overshot the turn to blk 201.and i was like...super super miss my old home,i kinda sugggested my area.wah..i felt super guilty cos there was like almost nothing to eat.except for the 'zhi cha'.sorry guys!!very very sorry.

but as i sat there,memories just flooded back,and i realise,tt i really miss tampines.i remember the bus stop,the bus,the flats,the frens residing in tt area,the activities i did in sec sch...the breakfast my fam had almost every sat...and the nice cosy room i had all to myself,w/o aircon and it'll still feel cool and all.
yeah..altho marine parade is a much convenient place,a 'richer' area and i dun have to get up so earl and stuff,i still miss tampines.haha..maybe i'll move back there to stay for a few nights.the flat is as old as me lor..and i grew up there.so how can i not have any feelings for it right right??17yrs of memory leh...the place where my mum passed away,the neighbours i got to know...the flats..the lift..the noise of children playing at the playground.haha....and the day he saw me home...aiay!!so many so many stuff la...can u imagine?if i was still residing in tt area,i wld have gotten to see the many cute guys from TP.wahahah....i had to leave when the guys were of my age.hahaha...nvm nvm..i'll go back for a few days soon!heh...

today..was fun...touched.thanks Gab!FOR REMEMBERING MY BDAY AND SUGGESTING THE 'MINI CELEBRATION' even though u cldn't make it!really appreciate tt sweet gesture!!thks!!it's cool.altho the grp wasn't really singing the bday song..and haha..everyone was like still a lil shy ard everyone and stuff.thk u!i'm touched.truly i am.even if tears nv rll down my eyes.heh....guess i'm just not tt kinda person who'll just cry liddat.not tt emotional la.i cry only when i'm pissed or SUPER angry!hehe..but truly am touched.thanks once again!!and evelyn...for paying for everything!!u'll be richly blessed!!and ee foo,for the prayer.haha.thk u!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 10:08 PM

Friday, May 27, 2005 

FF!!

if u guys ever read my title,u must be wondering..wat's FF..haha..well..Finally Free to create another post.gee..wat have i been busy with??well..i dunno.recuperating from the fact tt i just came back.gotta switch from 'in m'sia' mode to 'in s'pore' mode.from RM to sing.haha..and been resting alot la.den..today..just tot i'll type a lil post before i sleep.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHONG GUANG HAO!!haha...my 'fiance,bf...and watever la" u've been such a great fren ya know!!it's amazing,how i can relate and converse with a guy ur age tt well.More to come as this friendship deepens!ah..and how can i forget.."ahahahah not funny not funny,try harder,tickle my tummy".it's so cool....u actually appreciating my 'not funny,not lame at all' statement!haha..can't wait till we celebrate our bdays together!heh

i'm touched!bday's just a few days away..but i'm already receiving wishes!thks frens!!for the effort!!love love love!!!*muaks*(ooh...sounds a lil like aunty lynda eh?haha)

and vann,thks for dropping a lil testi!!woo..i miss u too!!haha..yeah..i better catch up with u this weekend before i disappear for another weekend!!love love love ya!!haha..

okie..let's see....i had to help matt key in some data entry..haha..till now...but before tt,went for bob sorge's p&w conference,tried to stay awake thru out,alas..i failed to do so.haha..but hey!!i remember wat he spoke bout.more fire,more desire!ah!!!tt's wat we've all gotta ask for.after tt,matt suggested supper.ahha..we've been supping since yesterday..bcm,den prata today.not bad leh!!the prata.i ordered an egg with onion prata.it was so soft,so easy to cut and not as oily as most prata stalls wld cook it.yum yum!!den i ordered a cup of tea with milk.man!!i think tt's wat's keeping me awake!!hmm..nvm..maybe he'll call me.said to sms him when i'm done..hmm..shall see how..

yeah..wat a day.it's the weekend again..sigh.can dun pass so fast not?exmeg still got like alot of things to do leh...how ah??die!!deadline's tom for the newsletter!haha..oops oops oops!!!i better hurry tom!!hehehe...oop oops oops!!i just told u guys when's the nxt newsletter coming up!!for my DEAREST FRENS who haven't sign up for the newsletter at http://www.exclusivelymeg.com, GO DO SO NOW!!!!okok??support me la!!okie??den u all also must ask ur frens to support!cos got alot of coll prdts coming up!!hehe...support ah!!!*mUaks*

alright....shall blog soon!ciaoz!!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 2:31 AM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005 

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Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 1:54 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005 

back!!

yes!i'm back from Sertapak!!and i'm so glad to be back...yet already missing the Sertapk frens i've made.argh!!i can't wait to go back!!wah!!i miss em already.haha..this time,i've been set a challenge.i'm to sleep in the church the nxt time i go back!boy,am i excited abt it.i mean..isn't tt more like a mission trip?bunking in a sleeping bag instead of a hotel?tt's so like going for a holiday lor.so i really cannot wait,to sleep in the church,in a sleeping bag!!yay!!okie.

here's wat happened.reached Sertapak at bout 2pm on friday,went to the hotel,rested and shopped till like 5.30,and had our first tambourine lesson at bout 8pm till like 11pm?haha...den the next day...dance lor...den taught the kids,den dance again den in the evening .haha..k la...i can't wait to put up my pics!!heh..

oh..den on sunday,after svc,we went to simpang reggam to celebrate their 17 annivesary,jas and i last min had to do a dance performance,so we did 'wo dui ni de ai yong bu bian' tambourine.so nice!i like the dance!!cool and easy to learn.hehe...alright..let the pictures do the talking!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 1:26 AM

Pictures!!!

nite before the trip.haha..taken to test my cam.
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just reached the hotel

both of us just woke up from our nap.heh..do we look tired?

the ladies of the team.gee...and i think we were really the ones who were there for the mission trip.tsk tsk.ladies's trip man!haha had loadsa fun with em!!

the dancers doing their warm up before dancing.look at em!!stretching so hard!haha..while i happily take em stretching.heh

trying to teach em 'joyful joyful' but found it a lil too difficult to teach em.

den on they went to learn to sign language "i sing praises",and they performed tt song tt night.

during the children's programmes,aunty lucy taught em the mirror game as an ice breaker.they had fun!

agnes and i taking a lil break.heh

cute lil gal!!she really very very cute leh!!ooh!!miss her!!hehe

2 sweet adorable lil gals...

and den 1 ran away...hahaha....to play..


this is simon-the amos look alike.haha..shld see em both in person man!!

this is Hui Ying (will win!hahaha)..alot of their names all end with a ying.all wanna win.heh..

last but not least,our dance item at simpang reggam.not tt well taken tho.heh

right...tt's abt it.wanna see more pics?wait till i'm free to upload em onto the web.heh...

miss ya guys!!

miss ya too!











Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 1:25 AM

Thursday, May 19, 2005 

off to SERTAPAK!!

yeah!!!it's thursday,11.49pm,and here i am,typing in my blog..haha..and not packing my stuff..feeling a lil sian la.dun feel like packing.hahahaha...

okok...went for funk jazz today..wah....not tt fun la.i still prefer hip hop.jazz...i guess..is not something i really like.hehehe...okok...

just typing to say...have fun over the weekend,while i have mine at KL!!woohoo!!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 11:50 PM

Tuesday, May 17, 2005 

Tuesday

15Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. 16For everything in the world—the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does—comes not from the Father but from the world. 17The world and its desires pass away, but the man who does the will of God lives forever. - 1 John 2:15-17

How true this verse is isn't it?hahaha..someone just gave me this verse.and i tot...tt the best way to remember this verse,is to put it in my blog. it helps me memorise the verse,as well as allows me to share it with everyone.Kill 2 birds with 1 stone.hehe...

today..i had a pleasant surprise.haha..didn't expect SHU and ZHI to visit me at the pushcart today.smart ah!!managed to find the place.i really very surprise leh.nv expected it.was still in shock lor.haha...and thanks for the gobstopper!!everytime i pop one in,i'm just reminded of the sweet gesture.thks for popping by! *HuGz*really very touched leh..hehe...so sweet lor!come visit me,den still buy sweet for me. *mUaks* *MuAks* *mUaks*

today...ate alot.haha..supposed to be diet day 1.hahaha...but well..okie la.dance was quite xiong today anyway.let's see...i had some fries,some soon kueh and er..kun kueh ah(is tt wat it's called)..haha..for er..lunch?brunch?at 12++ la...den at 3++,had char siew rice.den after tt,went to gelare for waffle!!*YuM* *Yum*..den went for hip hop le.hahaha....i almost threw up watever i ate man.heh...clare was like quite nice today ah.managed to correct my mistakes cos there weren't many who turned up.thk God..she only say my actions need to be bigger.haha..guess i wasn't sure of myself at tt time.but today's steps were cool,fun and fun!!hehe...can't wait..to revise those steps.

ah...now on..to the more serious,religious side.it's day 2 since i kinda committted issues to God..and let me tell u,i feel joy,really happy.it's unexplainable happiness.i just can't stop smiling everytime i think of God's goodness.i can't seem to thank him enuff for good frens.i just can't stop thanking him for all the support tt i've been given,all those verse and scriptures tt i've been reading up.it's been great.Thank u God!i hope..tt i'll keep leaning on the strength of God to run this race.Lord,help me to stand firm.Help me not to be swayed and be deceived by the evil one.Amen!!

Take care u guys!happy reading!!dun forget to TAG after u read!!!*Hugz*

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 11:26 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005 

wat wise quote fits you?

Rise

Your wise quote is: "Our greatest glory is not
in never falling, but in rising everytime we
fall" by Confucius.
Yes indeed, you see true strenght can only be
seen when a person has "fallen". Only
then one can tell how they will handle it. Just
don't make others fall so you can know who they
really are. You on the other hand may be a very
quick recoverer and don't let people bring you
down. You are your own, and you're find with
that. Emotional issues is something you handle
rather nicely.


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i think it's pretty interesting although it's said by confucious.well said.it's true falls tt we see the determination,attitude of a person.AGREED!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 11:32 PM

questions?answers?ANSWERED!

yes!ask and it'll be given.all tt i asked myself...most were answered by uncle ee meng..well...indirectly la.since he didn't know wat i was going thru and when i needed those answers.Definitely from God.POSITIVE!
yes...why not slim?i guess..if i was born slim,i wld have taken it for granted,be flirtatious,proud, and most of all,materialistic.and it's true,tt we've to give up our treasured possessions to be able to do the will of God.I've been obsessed with slimming down i dunno when,and nv have i been successful in slimming.WHY?i guess the answer wld be because being slim is like my treasure,and tt is somethin tt God definitely want me to give it up to him and commit it to him.So Lord,i'm giving it all to u.Laying it all at ur feet.Thk u for loving me.although it's still dificult to commit all my issues to u,i'll work towards it.

lunch was fun.yup.finally managed to kinda accept someone i found hard accepting.it was fun.we all had fun,were luffing.i guess when there's unity,and love,there's luffter and fun!yeah!!it was enjoyable.Melissa and John were once again,the centre of our jokeS(notice,PLURAL FORM?)haha..thank God for such an open,cute and wonderful couple who nv fail to add joy to all our lives and nv getting upset,angry or sensitive to us suaning em.i guess tt's something all future couples can learn from.they're really sweet.and so is everybody who was at lunch today.heh
beginning to feel like i'm part of the family once again.to see pple encouraging me,being there for me when i'm down,and kudos to SHU who puts in the effort to ask bout my week and my prayer requests and always complimenting me,pulling me up.hehe...love u sister!!i'm gonna learn from u.u're like a new found confidante u know?haha...and we're like so similar..like..in some probs.Thk u sister.i guess i can nv thank u enuff!!hehe....

today was like some ypm dance day camp.haha...2 different sessions at 2 venues - lindy hop at hebron?or hermon? and hip hop at galilee.
haha..thru this session,i realised,i suck at teaching(or shld i say,i've not gained the pple's respect?yeah...i know..i'm not as sweet as Grace,neither am i as patient or pretty or slim as her)but does tt make me any lousier?dunno la.i wld've been affected in the past.but now,i simply dun care.although it does hurt and it's definitely an insult but ah well...if i can't do it,den let someone do it lor.save my breath anyway.heh...
but it was fun when lindy and hip hop combine.haha..i like the part when everyone did the 'push up'.hehehe...so fun!!!after i bathed,i felt very happy.i see a family.yup.tt love,the fun.it's been weeks since i last experienced such love,fun and luffter. i guess when i start to let go of alot of things,i see things in a different perspective.God,i pray tt it stays this way and improve continually.

Dinner was good.the travelling there was relaxing,enjoyable and the fellowship there was fun,hungry and delicious.hahaha....going back was quite fun too.haha....were talking bout thick skinned pple and wat they say.hahaha...today's been good.i'm happy.for once.i'm feeling it,i'm tearing down tt wall filled with pride,envy,jealousy and hatred.it's filling up with love,fun and watever la..all the nice nice things.yay!!

shld somehow thank waynne for showing me the family tt's always been there for me has nv left me and will nv leave me.cos it was her who pointed out those unity and stuff.moses,i think u're right.

i wanna contribute love to this family and welcome anyone who wants a family who'll love them for who they are,to be accepted and feel welcomed.we are here.anytime.*Cheers*

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 10:28 AM

Felicia...

let me introduce my fren to u--->>>>> her name's felicia.
why is she so special tt i'm so willing to dedicate 1 entry just for her?

well...for these few special reasons:
1. She was the 1st fren tt i brought to Christ,and is so actively serving in church.
2.She's the only fren tt i've known since i was 7 and still keeping in contact with.
3.She's she's she's...FELICIA!!hahaha

Now,are these good enuff reasons for me to create a post for her?yes!if any of u meets such criteria,tell me!!woohoo!!now..let's begin.

our parents didnt know tt our paths wld cross when they registered us with St. Hilda's Primary.The person who put us in the same class nv expected tt this friendship is still ongoing.
how did we know each other?was it cos u were sitting in front of me?or behind me?woah!i can't remember man!can u?

Felicia's taller den me,slimmer den me,prettier den me.Always has been since we were young. She nv lack suitors and admirers and was constantly surrounded by guys.Yet,she nv despise the ugly duckling tt i was,nv look down on me but treated me as her fren and love consultant(haha).
Felicia has such good time management.i remember how i used to call her almost everynight (with the excuse of asking her bout homework) and we cld chat for hours.but i decided to stop calling her cos everyone else was calling her.haha..so i just felt like a nuisance.heh..
Yeah,in every aspect,she's definitely better den me- looks,brains,interpersonal skills.everything la!
even till now.

It's been 13yrs since we first got to know each other.we've all matured.haven't we?heh..and i'm so glad tt till now,we're still contacting each other.it wasn't easy,esp in sec sch.Can this friendship go on?will u still contact me 10yrs down the road?will we be sipping coffee,going to each other's house talking bout family,children and our friendship 10yrs down the road?wel..i'm sure we will!and we can!!right???hehe..yeah...i hope tt we'll be good frens till death do us apart(hey!who says it applies only to couples huh?friendships also one hor).it seems like a lil late for us to be as close as ever.but well..better Late den NEVER eh?remember tt i'll always be here for u anytime u need a listening ear ya?be it relationship problems,family probs..or even prayer requests.

Felicia dearest,just wanted to tell u,that this friendship is special and it definitely means alot to me.Love ya babe!!!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 12:30 AM

Saturday, May 14, 2005 

Fair?Unfair?wat is Fair?

have u ever felt tt nothing was fair in this world?like why are some pple just born with the looks,the brain,the figure,the height,and even the character. one tt is well liked by all.and no matter how hard to try and find a flaw,it's just so difficult?

well...i'm sure everyone's had days liddat.feeling like it's JUST NOT FAIR!yup..and tt's what i'm going thru now.this UNFAIRNESS.one tt doesn't havr the looks,the figure,the ht..and definitely not the character( and i believe tt the Lord is moulding tt everyday)
How can we thank God thru such circumstances?well honestly?i dunno the answer.but when i'v found out,i'll tell u.
i'm going a time of healing,a time when God is trying to heal,a time when God is testing my faith,testing my endurance,testing my love towards him.and i can truthfully tell u,it's really not easy,it's really difficult.a few pple have told me a few stuff,encourage me and stuff la...i tried to commit those issues to him,but i guess,it's just so difficult.i can't even bring myself to trust anyone,how den can i even trust God?yup..it's so difficult especially when this issue is something i've been facing since young,tried to trust Him,commited it to Him,yet He hasn't answered,He seems so silent and far.but i know,tt He still loves me,He still cares for me.Right now,i'm trying to open my heart to Him,to really let Him touch me again.yupyup..remember tt God still loves u guys!keep walking close to Him.dun fall away ok?it's my prayer tt u guys experience more of Him each day.when 'exams' come,u guys must PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS (oh man!!so cheesy!!haha).yup..and i'll pass my test too!

u guys,pray tt i'll have a strong will,strength and determination k?i wanna hang on to God and i wanna BREAKFREE from ot!amen!!all Glory to God!!love u Jesus!!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 11:22 PM

Thursday, May 12, 2005 

FraGiLE..

life is definitely fragile man.u nv know when u're gonna be with the Lord.u nv know when u're gonna fall sick.everything is just so unpredictable.When a christian falls sick,esp someone old,shld we or shld we not pray for healing?i mean...the person is old enuff,wat's wrong with the person going to heaven?why does God wants us to pray,yet take away our loved ones?esp those who passed on at a younger age?haha...sometimes..i really dun understand the healing part.gotta read up more.after i read up,i'll let ya guys know k?hehe...

hmm..today..work was good again.God's blessing us.Thank God.things are moving very fast.am very glad bout tt.heh...okie..i'm super super lazy.dun feel like typing anything else le.the rest of my feelings,shall just be P&C.stuff tt i dun want the whole world to know.heh..

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 10:45 PM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005 

InfErioRity ComPLEX!!!!

haha..wah!!i think i haven been using this word for very long le.hahaha...been a fruitful day.

went to meet a potential...er....biz....discussion..bla bla bla...den after,it was like afternoon 3++ le...
grace's students(3 of em) came to our office to do photoshoot.woah!they're younger den me but i felt like i was the youngest among em.DEFINITELY model quality.they're slim,tall and pretty!!wah!!i'm super jealous leh!!!life is nv fair eh?some pple just get all the luck- the looks, the ht, the figure,and even good skin.argh!!!why huh???
anyway..the photoshoot was fun.even tho i wasn't the model.hahaha....it's difficult trying to think of poses for so many prdts tt we have,but everytime inspirations just floods.the gals were pretty shy initially,but after a lil warming up,they were enjoying themselves,are more relaxed and in the end,enjoyed wat they were doin.wah!!!i wan a figure like theirs man!!dun have the ht nvm...the figure good enuff le.haiz...when den can i actually lose all the wt huh??*cRosSiNg FiNgers* *WenT into DrEAMLAND*

rightz...after the photoshoot,i rushed down to suntec to meet grace for hip hop lessons.we were both late.for the 1st time.hahaha.....but the steps were quite cool.had loads of fun.but felt super super like shy,paiseh and uncomfortable today,cos there were these 2 super good guy hip hoppers standing behind us.and i was like...super conscious of my figure and stuff.seriously lor..all the hip hoppers there are like sooo slim,got figure one leh...and there i was..looking like some balloon.eee...horrible horrible.i must work hard to shed those kilos.yup!have lost this motivation for quite some time le.it's time i got back to dieting.yay!!joanna!!welcome back to the world of DIETS!!!hmph!

darn...it's past midnight,and i'm still not tired.these few days can't get to sleep.dunno why also.haiz....issit cos of u?i seriously hope not man.it cld also be i'm getting super conscious of the way i am.sigh...God,pls help me to love myself,for who i am.

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 12:21 PM

Monday, May 09, 2005 

busy busy busy...

yeah!it's been a busy yet fruitful day.meetings have somewhat turned into dreams.hahaha...
we went to erhem..a wholesaler's 'shop' today..WAH!!!!the bags there all very nice leh!!hehe....super tempted to buy.but i'm just waiting for my BIG DAY to come and SPLURGE all at once.pamper myself all in a day.haha..abit difficult man.cos i'm always broke at the end of the month.so really restraining myself from spending till tt day.woohoo!!self control!!hahaha...

we met another wholesaler at our office later in the day..wah!i was super tired.almost fell asleep.hahaha...dunno why so tired also.den took a nap after the mtg...den later in the evening,had another mtg.hehe....tt was very spurring,very encouraging.yay!!can't wait to see exmeg grow!Lord,we're all trusting in u!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 11:55 PM

Internal EXPRESSIONS!--> JUST 4 u GUYS!!

yeah!!decided to just create a new post for internal expressions,so my blog wun be so long.hehehe....really glad to see the progress made today man!we'll definitely make it man!!PRESS ON EVERYONE YA!!alright..here's to all of u.....--->

hey TIM!glad to have u in the team..heh...and i hope tt u'll stay and enjoy dancing with us.u learn fast too!SmIlez!
Roy,JIA YOU!dun be SHY!u can do it too!!
LUKE,u're wonderful,blessed with the talent to DANCE.BUT pls,do not let tt get to ur head k?remain HUMBLE.

ESTEE TANG!!see!!u did it too!!ur moves(although i've only seen a lil bit) is wonderful!i think it's super HIP HOP can..and it's NICE!I LIKE THE STEPS!keep it up man!!!but remember to study ya?*Hugs*
SHIFU CUM TUDI!!!woohoo!simply love ur presence,company when DANCING man,u nv fail to LIGHTEN up the ATMOSPHERE and u nv fail to...MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY!*MuAks*
JASMINE!well,guess there's been some...conflict btw us?dunno la..but things will work out i'm sure.U're still the by far,QUIETEST among us.UR dance MoVEMENTS are so SHARP,it's just so u!keep tt DANCE FIGURE YA?it's the enVY of many!*hUgz*
GRACE!!!can't believe how we actually became so close.U're the BEST HIP HOP KhaKI ever!enjoy attending lessons with ya!!cheers to the growing FRIENDSHIP!More to memorable times to come agree?*HuGgIes*

yes!to Internal Expression...u guys were chosen for a reason,God has brought us together by no chance.and it's been enjoyable,happy and FUN!!!let's remember our reason for taking part in SONICFEST!it's not bout how good we dance.but to show our God's Love THRU dance!Keep PRAYING!love ya guys!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 1:26 AM

oh man!!

yes!!it happend again....so much happenend today...
didn't have breakfast....den had to be at the camp booth till like 1pm.by tt time,my hunger pangs were like...over.had no appetite.was agitated with few pple who assumed tt Joanna paid,settled all YPMers' camp registration.gee...i'm not a millionaire.not even close to it.hahaha....den after tt,wanted to have lunch,but didn't know who i cld call,jio cos by tt time,everyone not ard le.was abt to burst into tears(AGAIN!)..gee...*bUbbLes--->When did joanna become so emotional?* yucks!hate it!dun like being emotional.wat actually made me cry?i dunno man.

but i was realy,seriously touched by aaron's concern (DEFINITELY AS A GOOD FREN).when he was asking me something,i kinda snapped at him,wasn't polite at all.ALL,i repeat ALL my frens wld have assumed tt i was pissed and just forget it.but he was very nice...tried to call me,but i didn't wanna pick up his call cos at tt point of timei tot i just wanted to be alone,but he actually smsed me to ask if i was ok,and how i looked disturbed.and he wanted to find out where i am,so he cld join me.after i replied him,he was like,it's okie la,just let me know where u are,even if u're gonna get lunch and walk back,can still join u.
aaron,(if u ever read this)i just wanna say a big THANK YOU!!for ur concern.whenever i snap at my frens,they ALWAYS assume tt i'm just being short tempered and am pissed,and NV wld have bothered asking if i was alright or if i was troubled with something. Thanks for being so observant,and so sensitive to not jump into tt same conclusion!
Now i know,tt if i ever need someone to talk to,u'll definitely listen and all tt.
Seriously,felt alot better after telling u all tt.as for all those struggles...i know alot are kinda well...dunno how to put it,but yeah,will definitely try and let go of those struggles tt's a waste of my time.Thk u for pointing tt out to me man!haha...got time,will tell ya more stuff tt i hadn't had chance to share with ya.

had sonicfest prac again.i'm so glad tt everyone learns fast.God,my worries were unfounded.EVEN tim!

later in the evening,went to my grandparents' place.sigh,looking at my cousins,i wish i cld do more for em.i wish,i cld look after em,so my grandparents can really retire.Lord,wat am i to do?how can i help?how can i bless em?How do i reach out to em?OH LORD,pls teach me.SHow me UR ways oh LORD.i pray..tt my cousins,can experience the Love of a FATHER even thru this trying times.

right..so from there..my cousins..haiz..long story la..sad.PRay for em k?

haha..den after i went there,i went to esplanade to watch MELISSA THAM sing..ooh!!wonderful.it was fun.haha..everytime she sang something,we'll all be there making fun,sniggering and teasing her.hahaha...Wat ALMOST IN LOVE WITH U,ROOM 66(haha..),BOY FROM TOA PAYOH??(not MARINE PARADE)..haha....YUE LIANG DAI BIAO WO DE XIN(to the best?)hahaha...super super funny man!!
den there was this trumpeter(is tt wat pple who play the trumpets are called?)whom Chris and i cldn't stand!hahaha....wat's with all those distractions when he isn't the soloist or playing.and wat's with the smug look/expression when playing solo huh?ya..we really cldn't take it.haha..and luffing at him whenever we made a comment.Chris is hilarious.Full of rubbish.haha...

yeah..after the 'concert',we went for supper near HANDSOME tan's *sNiggers* place.haha...and after eating,we were actually cracking 'leng dan xiao hua'.hahaha....although it was 'cold' we still ended up luffing at the stupidest answers man!it was fun!hilarious!enjoyable!HANDSOME tan was very nice.although he cld have just gone home,he offered to drive my bro,waynne and I back home cos it was quite late le.Nice chap!and while waiting,waynne was talking to us,sharing bout loads of stuff with us.it was wonderful.*sMilez*

so glad tt waynne feels very comfortable in YPM and how we're so bonded,have so many activites.Yeah!Indeed,i think tt God has taught us thru hard lessons.Difficult times has brought us closer.Everything happens for a reason.yes!tt's so tru!God is faithful and just,and He nv leaves us..nor forsake us.Tt's so true!so if u ever feel loney,remember tt DADDY really is there,always and forever! Love u daddy!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 1:21 AM

Show me Your Face

heh...copied the lyrics over from isaac's blog.this song's super touching.if i can,got time,i'll upload it into my blog. in the meantime,read the lyrics.very meaningful.

i don't wanna worship from afar
drawing closer to you
is my only desire

You're the one that i've been longing for
let me dwell in your presence to worship and adore

Fall on my knees
Lord i'm yearning for You alone
Deep calls to deep
Lord i know there must be more

Show me Your face oh Lord
Make my heart pure as gold
standing in awe of you Your love it surrounds me forever

Show me Your Face oh Lord
I want to know You more
I want to stay right here with You
all of my days

-Andrew Yeo (Cornerstone Church)

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 12:49 AM

Sunday, May 08, 2005 

how do i feel?wat do i feel?

well...of late..i've been 'attacked' of late.spiritually.
always self condemning,had a super LOW SELF ESTEEM,lost my confidence,suddenly just ask myself wat kinda fren i am- a lousy one?one tt no one treasures?,tt kinda thing la...
but NO!tt shldn't be the way...and after tt 'breaking down' session,God has showed me his love..the Love tt i failed to see.and it's been some time tt i wanted to pen this down.yup.

Count ur blessings,not ur worries.
1.Thank God for Joanna
2.Thank God for Joanna's Frens
3.Thank God Joanna has a shelter over her head
4.Thank God Joanna still gets to go shopping and SPLURGE
5.Thank God for the pple who've been blessing Joanna
6.Thank God for Joanna's Leaders (Jon & Ka Mun) who're always there
for her.
7.Thank God for the guy frens who Joanna has - the ones who nv fail to invite her out whenever the grp's going out for movies or anything.
8.Thank God for Joanna's family who're ever so patient with her.
9.Thank God for Joanna's biz - http://www.exclusivelymeg.com
10.Most of all,Thank God for the God Joanna believes in. The Father, The Son and the Holy Spirit.Jesus!

without the Love of God,Joanna will nv have anything to be thankful bout.

and ya know wat?many gals are nv satisfied with the way they look,the way they are, and i am no exception.esp when i'm a lil on the plump side,not stick thin,or slim or skinny.but the Lord has made me so proportionate.my legs and body are quite proportionate,i've a butt,am busty(heh) and tummy isn't exactly tt big.and recently,suddenly like got quite a number of admirers(not trying to show off here)but they really kinda encourage u.and wat makes it even more encouraging is tt they dun go after me cos of the way i look but more cos..okie la...better not say anymore.not writing it to show off.i know good enuff le.

but Lord,thank u for showing me how much i'm worth.thank you for letting me know tt i'm loved.thank you for the way i am.THANK YOU!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 2:00 AM

Saturday, May 07, 2005 

it's time..

wow...after reading isaac's blog..as well.. as the ypmrevolution blog(which infact is my bro managing it),i feel tt it's time joanna matures and grow up as well.

yup..i was once frustrated and angry and hurt and disappointement with pple ard me..but after speaking to isaac last night..it's been great.told me not to bear any bitterness (which i've been bearing for years) and to just keep praying.yeah..God can heal all hurts and wounds and bla bla bla..but the one thing tt i can't fathom is why God chose to take my mama away...if she was still alive,wld i have become the person tt i am today?or wld i have been somewhat nicer?i guess..this is something i wld nv know..since we can nv turn back time.But i'm sure God has a reason for taking her away (God has a reason for everything tt happens)..haha...yeah "Cheer up,Jo!"..

and den i was talking to issac bout him...haha..he said to keep a distance...i think it shldn't be difficult now cos i haven't been talking to him for a week le.if he doesn't call or sms me,i wun even bother calling or smsing him for fear tt he keeps his hopes high again.So let's just hope tt things stay the same. as for the other one...hmm...dunno if it really was just a crush.Godly,mature,of marriageable age.wahahahaha....but den..i'll just leave it to God."Trust in the Lord with all ya Heart and lean not on ur own understanding.In all thy ways,acknowledge Him and He'll make ur paths right"Pro 3:5 .

So i'm gonna keep trusting my maker,my creator.Everything unto Him!! Let's Keep Pressin on!!amEn!!!!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 12:47 PM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005 

grow up man!!!

yes...i'm telling this to someone who's like almost 10yrs older den me lor!!wah say....so much older den me..yet got the mentality of tt of a 17yr old.guy sommore.so immature.so childish,cannot take comments..it's not even criticism lor.no wonder still not attached.gee....pls go do some reflection first la.only know how to bitch,complain and whine bout others,even tot if u're ever in the wrong not?i seriously doubt u did.no wonder everyone also u think is backstabbing u.GROW Up Grow up grow up man!!childish freak!!!eee....even HE and he is so much more mature den u lor.i've nv seen somone so full of himself before.sommore.i know so many guys...talk to so many guys..i think u're one of the OLDER ones who cannot even take wat other pple say man.pity the gal who dates u man..haha..she's probably super mature..and the one who's gotta give ya security.tsk tsk...good luck to whoever tt gal's gonna be.hahaha...

hmm....weather's hot,humid and FRUSTRATING!!!!i dun like the weather now.it's making me sick,nausea and dizzy...argh!!!!stupid weather..oh no..sorry GOD!!kk..all things bright and beautiful..all creatures great and small..bla bla bla.heh...k...well..all we did again was meet.meet and meet.damn sian leh.i super sian liao lor..why will we stop meeting huh?keep meeting how to do work?wa lau...haiz...den just cos u guys feel this is SOOO IMPT,i'm not allowed to go off at 5pm..BLEAUGH!den when u all have something on,den u guys get to go off huh?wooo....life's just so unfair eh?esp when u're da boss..and when i'm the youngest..so i'm supposed to just keep my mouth shut everywhere i go.

it's so..pls lor..who says young means inexperienced?esp in church.ONCE CONDEMNED,always CONDEMNED,esp when ya ldr's the biggest person who've condemned u since u committed an offence a yr and a half back.can i?will i leave ypm?super TEMPTED to...i wanna go back to LEVI,where i'm accepted by my core,where my ldrs treat me like i'm a treasure,i'm worth something,where i'm allowed to speak my views.where there is no condemnation.disgusting how my church is isn't it?loads and i mean LOADS of condemnation man.argh!okok..enough bitching and whining myself too.

last bitching!!hahaha...hip hop was TERRIBLE and i mean TERRIBLE!!clare didn't come today,and this other person took her class.eeeeeeeeee her steps were so horrible,not dancy at all lor.clare!!i miss ya!!!pls tell me u'll be teaching nxt tues!!!alright...enuff bitching.time to wait for his call.i hope u'll call.i miss ya!!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 11:07 PM

Monday, May 02, 2005 

LABOUR DAY!!!!

yeah! labour day marks the anniversary of f4.it's kinda cool i shld say.although we've our own grp of frens,our own lives,we've been busy this yr,going out to gelare for even an hour was made enjoyable with estee first dropping the whole scoop of cookies and cream right to the floor,leaving behind a nicely uneaten wafer cone.haha...it was pretty hilarious.seriously didn't know whether to luff or be serious and ask er..."are u ok?"heh....i was trying to hold back my luffter..but amandia burst out luffing.thinking of it now,can't help but luff.hahaha....really very funny.it's super zhun lor.the whole scoop came out..den the wafer cone really very dry and clean.
heh.....den...mandia was like eating from the wafer cone..and she offered it to estee..since she dun have any ice cream to eat le..we all agreed,just eat the cone den.haha....guess wat???she took..a lil bite out of it only,the cone dropped to the floor.man!we seriously cldn't help but burst out luffing.but cos the cone fell flat down,the tip of the cone was still edible.sweet mandia broke away the unedible side which fell to the floor,and the wafer cone was made edible once again.seriously..estee...u made us luff today man.this time round,it ain't jas,mandia or me cracking the jokes.haha...welcome to the club!!haha...although we met up for only an hr,i was really happy.finally can meet up and just enjoy each other's company again..with no other pple to disturb us.just f4.just us,the 4 of us.wished it cld be this way again....but well..i guess we've all moved on,and we've other frens to hang out with too.well..i'm glad we've still sonicfest to still bring us together.heh...so happy!!!can't wait for sonicfest!!hehe...can't wait to see..erHem...some cute guys there too.oops!*tsk tsk* joanna...how cld u!!uh oh....joanna,GROW UP!heh...isn't it fun to be a small young gal...all guy crazy again?gee..i guess we've all gotta grow up someday,somehow.turning another yr older le.it's scary..

the pressures of getting a bf,being a perfect,good role model in church.sometimes,just so difficult.i wanan get married in 2yrs time!!!!!!must pray must pray.heh..trust God.u're gonna be the one right?right?er...okie.joanna's mad.she's high.

yeah..after ice cream,went to meet the guys for dinner.gee..went to far ewast,den got their call saying they've just ended their movie,den went to lido to find em.just when i was abt to reach,sean called to say tt we were gonna have dinner at far east..."DIAO"..haha...just came from there..and yes...all tt argh!!feeling.but it was nice,having dinner at sakura.food there's good.fabulous,albeit service was slow and bad.
it's fun,chilling out with the guys.they seriously are the ones who remember u more den the gals do.haha..they're the ones who'll bother to ask u out whenever they're going for movies,dinner or anything.and i'm really glad,tt i'm remembered.hehe...thanks guys!for being my bros!u guys rocks!

yeah..after dinner..the guys decided tt it was too early to be heading home,so they decided to walk ard town.but due to some family commitment,i had to be home by 8.30pm.so said goodbye to em,and lam went back with me instead.and there in the bus,we were crapping,talking bout finding life partners and all tt crap.it was fun.lam's a superb person.haha...super funny,can make anyone luff one.yeah..okie..tt's all tt's interesting today.heh..

oh..let me finish the estee scenario:we (or shld i say she) concluded tt everytime she eats at the parkway gelare,she can only buy in cup.the first time she bought a cone,her $5 note flew away.haha...so there.

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 11:50 PM

new song...new beginnig??

yeah...decided tt it's time to change the song in ma blog.haha..a lil sian of tt song le...
i guess...this current song - an jing,by jay (although this is sung by er..sly),speaks of how i feel now.and it doesn't apply to just my love life...it applies to relationship with frens as well.
i really want u guys to know..tt despite me being so hot tempered,and impatient at times,i really love ya all..

slept for like 4hrs today only..unbelievable..able to survive till this late.had dance prac from like 1-2.30..den,3pm to like 5pm for sonicfest prac.wah..can't believe danced so much today.it was fun tho.and it was 'f4''s reunion cum 2nd yr anniversary.haha...so...quite fun and happy.

been talking to well...him again of late...realised tt i'm not willing to let go even though i know there isn't any future if i hold on to him,..but i simply enjoy his company..and i really like chatting with him over the phone.he seriously treats me like a dear,like a princess.haiz....found a guy i can click so well with...and he turns out to be a non christian.u ask if religion matters?i'll say yes..it does.i definitely wanna stick to ma God..and i definitely wan ma guy to spur me on everytime i'm spiritually dry.so..i guess...i just gotta say..no..and let go of it..tong hua...u sent me tt song...everytime i hear it...i just think of u.haha...and i've fallen for tt song..which has,in turn,made it even more difficult to let go of u.

why?why can't it just be u?why must it always happen??when u like tt someone,yet tt someone either don't like u,or he doesn't know tt u like him.why can't it be simple..i dun ask for any other guys to go after me..i just want to be with u(oh man..this sounds so...EEEEEEEEE!!)can't stand it..but dun care...gonna type it out anyway..heh....i just hope..tt one day,nonon....we'll really be together.i believe..tt u're the one,i've found u...but den again....do i treat u just like an older bro?or a mentor?or a role model?i dunno..wat say u?i wish..i knew...i wish..i was bold enuff to tell u tt i like u..haha..but i just dun have the guts..and i still believe tt the guy shld be the one making the 1st moves...i'll be waiting.

f4--->k..i think we shld call ourselves PWG instead.sounds better isn't it?i really love u guys.thanks for being a part pf my life...for the fun times we've had.2yrs le.so fast hor??really enjoy it when all 4 of us come together.u know...i think if u read this,wat i really hope for isn't any presents for my birthday...all i want..is to be able to hang out with u guys and know tt u guys still care for me...and i'm still one of those frens u place higher den any of ur other frens.yup..love ya guys lots!!

ABC's approaching..can't wait.cheers!

Jojojoanna is just simply gorgeous 1:00 AM

The Laydee

jojojoanna is Daddy's Gal, God's Lil PrIncess, Mummy's Dearest...LOVABLE GAL!!
turning 21 sometime this month.

LOVES

HER FRENS!!!
GOD!!my very 1st LOVE!!

chocolates!!esp dark ones!!and ferror rocher and anything with nuts
iCE cream!!esp Mac's!!i dunno why.they're just delicious!haha..to me.
SURPRISES!
PINK and Dark PURPLE!!...
to SLIM DOWN
to become PRETTIER
to find her PRINCE CHARMING..erHEm..
to remain young..muahah..who dun eh?

dancing
blading!!!
tanning!!
swimming!
jogging!!
crapping
Taking Photos!!
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