Saturday, August 27, 2005
maybe i shld term it as..."am i still dreaming?"...haha...ya....last week...was a week of heartache,bitterness and loads of raindrops.haha....was horribly bad.cldn't be worse...but i guess God has taken all tt pain..
this week...felt more like....i'm in dreamland..(somebody pinch me...although Shu has already pinched me.hahah)YA!!everything seemed to happened this week.haha...after i dreamt of guy A...the very next day..he actually called...den i was talking bout guy B to someone...the next day..well...he added me to friendster...haha..it's like..woah....watever can turn out right...just went well...till now...i'm still trying to accept alot of facts.haha...
and this week...God sent me 2 SWEET,WONDERFUL,BEAUTIFUL,PATIENT angels.haha..yes.just when i needed company,needed someone to get my dinner for me...suddenly,Andrea...appeared...and den...estee came and visit me.wah!!my 2 dearies...i really thank God for the 2 of u.seriously.those days when u gals visited me,there i was hoping tt someone i know wld drop by (cos my neighbouring frens either went home already or was off for tt day and i wasn't tt close to any other neighbouring frens)..u guys..just popped by last min.haha...thank God man..if not,i'll probably just suffer more gastric pains,and control my bladder.hahaha...i'm amazed at how God sent the 2 of u down lor.haha....the company given to me was sweet..memorable.
Andrea:u're like a lil sis to me now.haha..realy...this week has brought me closer to u.heh..and i guess..tt ur post..cld prob be talking bout me.well..in a way..thk u,for tt reminder.needed it...in another way...u still have alot to learn,see or hear before u know wat i really went thru.but u're a sweetie!!i love u!!
Estee:thks for tt wonderful evening man.i really really really enjoyed tt night.i mean...we've nv really talked bout such serious stuff before right??yeah..and u still smsed me today...sowing ya concern after i knock off and all.thanks dear!!Get well soon k??
Sean:haha..dunno why suddenly this week like keep talking tou.but thanks for well..consoling me..the chocs..and just being there and showing ya concern,smsing me...and all!thk u!!i'm praying..for ya future!! ;)
Shu:Thks for ur encouragement..even tho i think u dunno what happened to me..and know not wat's going on.thk u!!for ya sms as well..and also for chatting,crapping and talking to me on MSN.today was fun!wasn't it??haha...yeah...let's catch up again soon!!i think what we discussed today..i felt was really cool.being able to open up and share all the worries and fears.haha..more such nights to come k??whee!!!..
Matt:thks for clearing some stuff up with me in person.thks for always looking at joanna from another angle.u've nv judged me...nor 'despised' me despite my rebellious nature.thk u!!for ya patience,ur guidance and always praying and listening and sharing.u've truly brought me closer to God.U're indeed a servant of God.thk u!!continue to Shine for Him!!
Doreen:haha..dunno if u prayed..but if u did,thk u!!
Calvin Low:haha...the ever sensitive guy..who seems to know when i'm pissed.thks for sharing verses with me.u're really patient and u've truly grown alot ever since ignite.i'm so glad to see u so IGNITED!!keep tt fire!!!u're a great leader to be!!!woohoo!!!
okie..did i miss out anyone?if i did...i'm sorry...have too many who were there for me le.
and i really wanna appreciate the many who've been ever so patient with me..especially thru my down periods.i'm still learning...still pressing on.Something tt marrissa taught me:Never Give Up and Never Give In.
thk u everyone...for loving me!!i'm indeed loved and i wanna share this love in return.i'm always here for u guys!!love ya all!!!
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 1:40 AM