Saturday, January 21, 2006
it's been a tiring but great week!thank God for all tt has happened.the good and the bad...yeah...went for ypm today...almost cldn't make it cos las min my part timer had food poisoning and i didn't wan her to come down specially.she's such a blessing.Thank God for someone responsible and sweet and does more den the lil i'm giving her. while one's responsible..i had one who was a complete opposite.thought thru it the whole night before deciding to 'fire' her.cannot afford to employ someone who's not trustable.It's like friendship...if u can't trust a fren,will u leave ya entire allowance to her?no eh?
yeah...so i'm glad i made tt decision and i managed to employ another one.thank God.found a part timer and a Full time.i hope they're good.yeah!
oh well...ypm svc was not too bad.think matt's sermon was rather entertaining with him self praising at times..yet it added some humour la...cldn't really worship God...dunno why.i guess at tt time,i was still rather distracted and worried bout some stuff.ah well...Committed it to God.
Someone kinda like 'criticised' me after svc...bout the 'costume' i put on for the skit and commented how i was an 'auntie'..i was kinda put off by tt bcos i nv expected such UNEDIFYING comment.especially when it doesn't come from a good fren.if a good fren..say jas,estee or mel were to comment..i'll be fine by it.but somehow..this person nv seems to make good comments everytime i talk to this person.and it Stings.
This person even commented on how i was talking bout not gossipping bout pple and backstabing and all...but he/she doesn't really knows how to differentiate all these.When i comment on a gd fren,i do it..in front of em.and they jolly well know why i said tt.i live to do wat i say.when i say i wun gossip,i try not to.afterall,i'm human.so who are u to judge me?or even to criticise me?i guess this person is still somewhat growing up.ah well..loads to learn.i definitely wun really to to him/her bcos i know tt i cannot converse well with this person,knowing jolly well tt whatever he/she says will sting.
I pray tt God will help me not to get hurt...and yes..i dun bear any grudges.just tt if i know i cannot take it,why go thru it yeah?and end up saying wrong stuff.if i were to be nasty..i think this person wld be crying.Thank God tt my temper has simmered down..and i'm trying to remain cool.yup...so pple..If ever someone tries to criticise u...or hurl insults and stuff...just walk away ya?i think tt tt always helps.just give tt person a smile..and walk away.and if someone is talking bout unpleasing stuff..or whining away..and it irritates u...walk away...slowly..not abruptly.so it doesn't..well..affect anyone.just pray for tt person.
yup.i'm hurt...by the person who commented.but i know..this person is still growing up..trying to be cool..i've been thru tt age.shan't 'dou' with someone so much younger den me.i hope u guys have a blessed week!
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 4:05 PM