Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i just came back from IGNITE!!woo!!it's good.yes!!3 days of spiritual nourishment.i've been blessed! Thru these 3 days, God has revealed alot of stuff to me,taught me things i've nv imagine myself to go thru...it made my 'famine' period alot easier to go thru.i'm reading a book "What happens when women walk in faith!"Amazing..everything just tied in. and in one part it just states tt God puts u thru a famine period so tt ur faith will INCREASE!amazing eh?wat timing!yeah...and it's after i let go of this main worry did this book made alot of sense..for my shop..and my life.
Let me share this part with u guys.cos most of u will definitely relate to this. Have u ever...or were u ever worried tt u'll be left on the shelf seein how ur frens are getting attached 1 by 1..and here u are...being 'chased' by non believers and having to reject them even if there was some chemistry?it gets..frustrating,pissin and doubts and temptations do set in.
I was rather worried abt this becous most of u wld have known..i've always wanted to get married at 22,but i'll be turning 21 in a few months time!!i'm still single with no potential partners going after me..haha..and tt kinda cos me to become even more 'gan chiong'...i rem,God asked one of my youth leaders before if she was willing to remain single for God.and she did.she's still single.I asked myself tt for quite some time le...and before sunday,i was like "no way..God...pls dun ever ask me if i'll ever remain single for u.i wanna get married one..i can't stand the thought of staying single"...but it has been a worry and it's a wall tt has set in between me and God.i wasn't willing to let Go and let Him.hence,a few times,i feel,tt i was just trying to take control of my life.God revealed this worry to me..during ignite on sunday...and as i was praying and worshipping,i asked myself if i wld be willing to let go..guess wat? YES!i was!!and i was smiling as i was saying the prayer and declaring and giving it all up to God. Trust Him, He has his PERFECT TIMING for everything!
I dunno who's reading this,but let me tell u tt when u commit ur life to God.DUN ever try to take control of it! Let God's will,NOT URS to be done!Trust in Him!and u'll have many testimonies to come!!God bless!! :)
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 4:08 PM