Saturday, May 14, 2005
have u ever felt tt nothing was fair in this world?like why are some pple just born with the looks,the brain,the figure,the height,and even the character. one tt is well liked by all.and no matter how hard to try and find a flaw,it's just so difficult?well...i'm sure everyone's had days liddat.feeling like it's JUST NOT FAIR!yup..and tt's what i'm going thru now.this UNFAIRNESS.one tt doesn't havr the looks,the figure,the ht..and definitely not the character( and i believe tt the Lord is moulding tt everyday)
How can we thank God thru such circumstances?well honestly?i dunno the answer.but when i'v found out,i'll tell u.
i'm going a time of healing,a time when God is trying to heal,a time when God is testing my faith,testing my endurance,testing my love towards him.and i can truthfully tell u,it's really not easy,it's really difficult.a few pple have told me a few stuff,encourage me and stuff la...i tried to commit those issues to him,but i guess,it's just so difficult.i can't even bring myself to trust anyone,how den can i even trust God?yup..it's so difficult especially when this issue is something i've been facing since young,tried to trust Him,commited it to Him,yet He hasn't answered,He seems so silent and far.but i know,tt He still loves me,He still cares for me.Right now,i'm trying to open my heart to Him,to really let Him touch me again.yupyup..remember tt God still loves u guys!keep walking close to Him.dun fall away ok?it's my prayer tt u guys experience more of Him each day.when 'exams' come,u guys must PASS WITH FLYING COLOURS (oh man!!so cheesy!!haha).yup..and i'll pass my test too!
u guys,pray tt i'll have a strong will,strength and determination k?i wanna hang on to God and i wanna BREAKFREE from ot!amen!!all Glory to God!!love u Jesus!!
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 11:22 PM