Monday, May 09, 2005
yes!!it happend again....so much happenend today...didn't have breakfast....den had to be at the camp booth till like 1pm.by tt time,my hunger pangs were like...over.had no appetite.was agitated with few pple who assumed tt Joanna paid,settled all YPMers' camp registration.gee...i'm not a millionaire.not even close to it.hahaha....den after tt,wanted to have lunch,but didn't know who i cld call,jio cos by tt time,everyone not ard le.was abt to burst into tears(AGAIN!)..gee...*bUbbLes--->When did joanna become so emotional?* yucks!hate it!dun like being emotional.wat actually made me cry?i dunno man.
but i was realy,seriously touched by aaron's concern (DEFINITELY AS A GOOD FREN).when he was asking me something,i kinda snapped at him,wasn't polite at all.ALL,i repeat ALL my frens wld have assumed tt i was pissed and just forget it.but he was very nice...tried to call me,but i didn't wanna pick up his call cos at tt point of timei tot i just wanted to be alone,but he actually smsed me to ask if i was ok,and how i looked disturbed.and he wanted to find out where i am,so he cld join me.after i replied him,he was like,it's okie la,just let me know where u are,even if u're gonna get lunch and walk back,can still join u.
aaron,(if u ever read this)i just wanna say a big THANK YOU!!for ur concern.whenever i snap at my frens,they ALWAYS assume tt i'm just being short tempered and am pissed,and NV wld have bothered asking if i was alright or if i was troubled with something. Thanks for being so observant,and so sensitive to not jump into tt same conclusion!
Now i know,tt if i ever need someone to talk to,u'll definitely listen and all tt.
Seriously,felt alot better after telling u all tt.as for all those struggles...i know alot are kinda well...dunno how to put it,but yeah,will definitely try and let go of those struggles tt's a waste of my time.Thk u for pointing tt out to me man!haha...got time,will tell ya more stuff tt i hadn't had chance to share with ya.
had sonicfest prac again.i'm so glad tt everyone learns fast.God,my worries were unfounded.EVEN tim!
later in the evening,went to my grandparents' place.sigh,looking at my cousins,i wish i cld do more for em.i wish,i cld look after em,so my grandparents can really retire.Lord,wat am i to do?how can i help?how can i bless em?How do i reach out to em?OH LORD,pls teach me.SHow me UR ways oh LORD.i pray..tt my cousins,can experience the Love of a FATHER even thru this trying times.
right..so from there..my cousins..haiz..long story la..sad.PRay for em k?
haha..den after i went there,i went to esplanade to watch MELISSA THAM sing..ooh!!wonderful.it was fun.haha..everytime she sang something,we'll all be there making fun,sniggering and teasing her.hahaha...Wat ALMOST IN LOVE WITH U,ROOM 66(haha..),BOY FROM TOA PAYOH??(not MARINE PARADE)..haha....YUE LIANG DAI BIAO WO DE XIN(to the best?)hahaha...super super funny man!!
den there was this trumpeter(is tt wat pple who play the trumpets are called?)whom Chris and i cldn't stand!hahaha....wat's with all those distractions when he isn't the soloist or playing.and wat's with the smug look/expression when playing solo huh?ya..we really cldn't take it.haha..and luffing at him whenever we made a comment.Chris is hilarious.Full of rubbish.haha...
yeah..after the 'concert',we went for supper near HANDSOME tan's *sNiggers* place.haha...and after eating,we were actually cracking 'leng dan xiao hua'.hahaha....although it was 'cold' we still ended up luffing at the stupidest answers man!it was fun!hilarious!enjoyable!HANDSOME tan was very nice.although he cld have just gone home,he offered to drive my bro,waynne and I back home cos it was quite late le.Nice chap!and while waiting,waynne was talking to us,sharing bout loads of stuff with us.it was wonderful.*sMilez*
so glad tt waynne feels very comfortable in YPM and how we're so bonded,have so many activites.Yeah!Indeed,i think tt God has taught us thru hard lessons.Difficult times has brought us closer.Everything happens for a reason.yes!tt's so tru!God is faithful and just,and He nv leaves us..nor forsake us.Tt's so true!so if u ever feel loney,remember tt DADDY really is there,always and forever! Love u daddy!
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 1:21 AM