Monday, May 02, 2005
yeah...decided tt it's time to change the song in ma blog.haha..a lil sian of tt song le...i guess...this current song - an jing,by jay (although this is sung by er..sly),speaks of how i feel now.and it doesn't apply to just my love life...it applies to relationship with frens as well.
i really want u guys to know..tt despite me being so hot tempered,and impatient at times,i really love ya all..
slept for like 4hrs today only..unbelievable..able to survive till this late.had dance prac from like 1-2.30..den,3pm to like 5pm for sonicfest prac.wah..can't believe danced so much today.it was fun tho.and it was 'f4''s reunion cum 2nd yr anniversary.haha...so...quite fun and happy.
been talking to well...him again of late...realised tt i'm not willing to let go even though i know there isn't any future if i hold on to him,..but i simply enjoy his company..and i really like chatting with him over the phone.he seriously treats me like a dear,like a princess.haiz....found a guy i can click so well with...and he turns out to be a non christian.u ask if religion matters?i'll say yes..it does.i definitely wanna stick to ma God..and i definitely wan ma guy to spur me on everytime i'm spiritually dry.so..i guess...i just gotta say..no..and let go of it..tong hua...u sent me tt song...everytime i hear it...i just think of u.haha...and i've fallen for tt song..which has,in turn,made it even more difficult to let go of u.
why?why can't it just be u?why must it always happen??when u like tt someone,yet tt someone either don't like u,or he doesn't know tt u like him.why can't it be simple..i dun ask for any other guys to go after me..i just want to be with u(oh man..this sounds so...EEEEEEEEE!!)can't stand it..but dun care...gonna type it out anyway..heh....i just hope..tt one day,nonon....we'll really be together.i believe..tt u're the one,i've found u...but den again....do i treat u just like an older bro?or a mentor?or a role model?i dunno..wat say u?i wish..i knew...i wish..i was bold enuff to tell u tt i like u..haha..but i just dun have the guts..and i still believe tt the guy shld be the one making the 1st moves...i'll be waiting.
f4--->k..i think we shld call ourselves PWG instead.sounds better isn't it?i really love u guys.thanks for being a part pf my life...for the fun times we've had.2yrs le.so fast hor??really enjoy it when all 4 of us come together.u know...i think if u read this,wat i really hope for isn't any presents for my birthday...all i want..is to be able to hang out with u guys and know tt u guys still care for me...and i'm still one of those frens u place higher den any of ur other frens.yup..love ya guys lots!!
ABC's approaching..can't wait.cheers!
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 1:00 AM