Friday, July 01, 2005
it's been almost a week since i came back from philippines.but so much of wat happened there still lingers...i really really miss em.it's gonna prob take me a month before i get back to the Singapore lifestyle..oh..did i tell u??i actually did my washing there...and i washed my clothes MANUALLY!!!!woohoo!!!not washing machine hor!!!and it's so fun...tt is something i learnt and cherished tt i still do it here.i'll wash my clothes like almost everyday..so it does not pile up and when i wash,i'll remember the fun times washing,with all of em laughing at us-city kids..haha...cultural shock.but i guess by still handwashing my clothes here,i'll be reminded of wat i learnt in the mission trip..as well as remember em..their friendliness,the friendships...the place...the lifestlye..everything!!!
ever since the trip,i think God has been working in my life.it's very different from the mission trips tt i've been.that zeal is still there.i've been very disciplined and i've learnt to thank God in every circumstance.good and bad.i've learnt not to complain too.in other words,i'm no longer a spoilt brat who demands things to go my way.yup.learning to be humble and be thankful in every circumstance.learning to worship him and trust in His will in every aspect of my life - dance,prayer,everything la!!
this week...had loads of attacks.but i'm proud to be able to say i've been victorious!been thanking God everytime something discouraging attacks my mind.yay!!!all glory to God!!and i've been so stressed up with the choreographing tt every night before i sleep,the dances are in my mind..when i wake up,the dances are haunting me.haven't been able to sleep well.but i've been praying tt let the dances be God's and not mine..and i've been praying hard for inspirations.our God is a good God!!he's been showerin me with loads of inspirations tt i know it's not my will but his.so even in dance,i can proudly say tt God is my choreographer!!not me..but Him!!and the steps just keep coming.thank u Lord.Let ur will be done.not mine!!
alright.shan't type anymore.1 week since i left Cabugao..1 week since i last heard from him...gee....joanna joanna.get a Grip!! Prov 3:5.yes!trust god.am trusting.things are going smoothly.wanna ask me bout my love life??i shan't tell u everything!!tsk tsk..hehe..
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 11:40 PM