Saturday, September 03, 2005
there's so many things to be thankful for...got my pay today..after deducting CPF...i didn't get much in the end...disappointing...dunno how long it'll last me...but i'm just gonna thank God..and live by faith.it wun be for long.heh...yeah..so..shu came on wed....den my cousin RUTH came to visit me today..so nice!!!yup..it's been some time since the 2 of us spent some time alone together le...but we didn't really get to talk much tho.nvm..more opportunities to come!!haha...just glad to see u today. :)
i'm tired...i am..but yet..excited..happy...
cos it was supper again today!!hahaha....with doreen,matt,shu and TOBY (who scared me most of the time..haha..)..wah...dad's been really good to me this week...i've been going out for sups too often this week..but he nv like nag at me...yay!!!freedom is HERE...i guess it's cos i'm responsible enuff to let him know i'll be home later also..so i guess he's fine so long as he knows where i am.thanks for trusting me!!i'll definitely not break tt trust u guys have in me.yupyup..wun lie to u all le.too old for tt!haha..
was talking to matt on our way home...hmm..and i realised how amazing growing up can be.Lil things in life,the part and parcels of growing up...weird stuff and being an older sis gave me so much opportunities to bond with my parents.not easy especially when one knows it's a step mother,step daughter kinda relationship.Our r/s definitely wasn't a smooth sailing one.God,thanks for all the ups and downs tt have brought us closer..her sharing stuff with me..and both of us simply just buying clothes for each other.yupyup...but am i ready to call her mum?i dunno..I'm just trusting in u oh God.some scars have been left behind..but i know.tt u're gonna heal them.take those scars away from me.
heh...i'm just super happy today la...lalaalalallala....shan't say why....cos work was good...haha..nono..i'm excited bout a new project coming up!woohoo!!watch out..for more UPDATES!!heh
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 1:03 AM