Sunday, May 15, 2005
yes!ask and it'll be given.all tt i asked myself...most were answered by uncle ee meng..well...indirectly la.since he didn't know wat i was going thru and when i needed those answers.Definitely from God.POSITIVE!yes...why not slim?i guess..if i was born slim,i wld have taken it for granted,be flirtatious,proud, and most of all,materialistic.and it's true,tt we've to give up our treasured possessions to be able to do the will of God.I've been obsessed with slimming down i dunno when,and nv have i been successful in slimming.WHY?i guess the answer wld be because being slim is like my treasure,and tt is somethin tt God definitely want me to give it up to him and commit it to him.So Lord,i'm giving it all to u.Laying it all at ur feet.Thk u for loving me.although it's still dificult to commit all my issues to u,i'll work towards it.
lunch was fun.yup.finally managed to kinda accept someone i found hard accepting.it was fun.we all had fun,were luffing.i guess when there's unity,and love,there's luffter and fun!yeah!!it was enjoyable.Melissa and John were once again,the centre of our jokeS(notice,PLURAL FORM?)haha..thank God for such an open,cute and wonderful couple who nv fail to add joy to all our lives and nv getting upset,angry or sensitive to us suaning em.i guess tt's something all future couples can learn from.they're really sweet.and so is everybody who was at lunch today.heh
beginning to feel like i'm part of the family once again.to see pple encouraging me,being there for me when i'm down,and kudos to SHU who puts in the effort to ask bout my week and my prayer requests and always complimenting me,pulling me up.hehe...love u sister!!i'm gonna learn from u.u're like a new found confidante u know?haha...and we're like so similar..like..in some probs.Thk u sister.i guess i can nv thank u enuff!!hehe....
today was like some ypm dance day camp.haha...2 different sessions at 2 venues - lindy hop at hebron?or hermon? and hip hop at galilee.
haha..thru this session,i realised,i suck at teaching(or shld i say,i've not gained the pple's respect?yeah...i know..i'm not as sweet as Grace,neither am i as patient or pretty or slim as her)but does tt make me any lousier?dunno la.i wld've been affected in the past.but now,i simply dun care.although it does hurt and it's definitely an insult but ah well...if i can't do it,den let someone do it lor.save my breath anyway.heh...
but it was fun when lindy and hip hop combine.haha..i like the part when everyone did the 'push up'.hehehe...so fun!!!after i bathed,i felt very happy.i see a family.yup.tt love,the fun.it's been weeks since i last experienced such love,fun and luffter. i guess when i start to let go of alot of things,i see things in a different perspective.God,i pray tt it stays this way and improve continually.
Dinner was good.the travelling there was relaxing,enjoyable and the fellowship there was fun,hungry and delicious.hahaha....going back was quite fun too.haha....were talking bout thick skinned pple and wat they say.hahaha...today's been good.i'm happy.for once.i'm feeling it,i'm tearing down tt wall filled with pride,envy,jealousy and hatred.it's filling up with love,fun and watever la..all the nice nice things.yay!!
shld somehow thank waynne for showing me the family tt's always been there for me has nv left me and will nv leave me.cos it was her who pointed out those unity and stuff.moses,i think u're right.
i wanna contribute love to this family and welcome anyone who wants a family who'll love them for who they are,to be accepted and feel welcomed.we are here.anytime.*Cheers*
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 10:28 AM