Monday, July 04, 2005
i went for the mission trip with one expectation...or rather..a question..or..i dunno wat u call it. but when i was preparing for the mission trip i told myself..okie..this trip will determine if i have a call for mission..or if i was willing to give up such a comfy lifestyle to settle down somewhere not as comfortable..but i came back..with the question half answered.God has given me some directions...am i still hesistant?or am i just waiting for more confirmation?i dunno man.1yr sounds like a good gauge for the many decisions i've to make..and in these 1yr,i'm gonna just trust in the Lord.
it was mission sunday...and i didn't know it.but i was like..okie..let's see wat the Lord has for me.hmm..barnabas and paul..i seem to have both.i feel,i'm more of a barnabas den a pauL?or maybe..many have said to me tt i'm good at encouraging?okie....i've nv been so enthu bout missions before...i've nv missed philippines so much till i cried a couple of times...and this is the first time,i'm excited abt mission convention!Just wanna hear wat the Lord has for me.it's gonna add to my deciding factor.
many who go for missions wld say...if it's just staying there a few days,it's adaptable..but for life??woah!no way..lifestyles are to different.if u ask me?i actually like it.cos it's simple,relaxing,not at all hectic.and the pple there aren't materialistic!the focus is simply on God..everything is just trusting God,living by faith.woah!like the attitude esp of those in the limelight.nv taking credits for any compliments they receive.unlike some pple here...whom i can feel a BIG change..like performing for a wrong reason.it's disgusting!argh!!
i miss philippines!!i miss philippines!!!1yr...i'll go back..and marry a filipino!!woohoo!!wahahah....
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 1:03 PM