Sunday, August 07, 2005
i'm tired....yeah....literally tired..and dying....realised...tt there's dance from (when did we start dpreparing for SF?) till spet...there's gonna be like performances..all the way till Mid Autumn...it's fun..yes...dancing's something i love...a passion..but i'm not so gifted..can't pick up fast enuf..but trying..really hard...and i assume..in december,there's definitely goona be another performance....well...God's my strength..wat's gonna make me even more tired is the fact tt the shop will be opening anytime this week...which scares me.i'm not prepared.not at all...i'll have to give up the luxury of waking up late..and slping late and exercising as and when i want..and why am i so considering slimming centres??well..why not??if it's gonna boost my self esteem when i've lost the wt?there's no harm giving it a try...if it doesn't work..well..it was worth the investment..at least i tried.why do i so desperately wanna lose wt??cos it so sucks to be one of the fattest dancer...and someone accidentally.(this person wasn't trying to be mean...but unknowingly,the remark made,made me feel worse,hurt alot)...said something..when we were doing the fan dance.God..i dun blame tt person...but it does hurt...to be fat...it wasn't a choice...so..yes!slimming centres....2 opposite the shop!!hahaha....spoilt for choice.let's see if they do work ok???
well..i'm really tired....i saw him just now...been seeing him often...dunno why suddenly like...just have a thing for him all over again..i know i'm so not ready for a r/s cos No. 1,i'm still a very fickle minded gal...i really dunno who i like.No 2,it's due to insecurity tt i'm just looking out for my other half. No. 3....there're no guys going after me..tt i'll definitely say yes to!!haha...No. 4...i've not been able to put God 1st..it'll be worse if i'm attached.wldn't it?
yeah..i guess they are good enuff reasons to say no to commitments now!!woohoo..single's fun la..at times...but seriously..when i saw him with another gal today..haha..my heart sank.yes..i was so afraid tt he'll say it's his gf...or even his gal fren.thankfully...she isn't!!so kinda relief.hehehe....alright..gonna watch tv now..before 'hittin' the bed.
Charlie and the Choc Factory tom!!yaya!!all the chocs i'm gonna consume!!hahaa...TUDI!!i promise u..i wun gain wt!!haha..i wun..really.i wun.heh..
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 10:59 PM