Saturday, February 04, 2006
It's like...STARTIN all OVER...again...
i'm tired...yes..i am.very tired....tired of worrying bout the sales the nxt day,tired of worrying bout how my biz will grow..tired of wondering how much i'll get at the end of the month and how i'll survive the nxt.It feels as if i'm going thru anoter sort of survivor...and thru it all...i can only survive...with the Strength given from God.supernatural strength.it's been 4 months since i first started a biz....this month,i opened another one on the 1st floor.so much to do...it simply feels as if...i'm starting all over again...and yes!this time..there're added stress,.i HAD to open AFTER CNY..where sales is REALLY REALLY BAD!!
everyone started closing as early as 8PM on a sat evening(so u can imagine how bad it was)..and while waiting for my dad to come fix the lights for me,i was...very very discouraged,very weary,heavy laden...and STRESSED!with nothing to do,no fren to talked to,i decided to sit at the corner of my new shop and listened to my mp3 player..it was currently playing worship songs..and so,i just sat there,listening and worshipping...and i prayed..poured all my burdens to God..and i cld feel His presence with me.really.it was very very strong..really.i know he was there,comforting me..
wat puzzles me most now..is tt..on 2 occasions - the day i got keys to both my shop,well...very very similar situations i went thru.There's something God's telling me.but wat?
okie..for both shops,the only problem tt made it unoperational was the lights.and both occasion,my dad had to come down on a saturday night to help me fix it.both times..he arrived around 10.30...wat's tt supposed to mean?
1. the LIGHTS got problem (okie..wat bout being a light?)
2. it happens on a saturday (the day before SUNDAY...sabbath)
3.my weekend sales are affected
4. it's in bugis...(very complicated venue)
Let's try summing it up yeah?
To be a light...in BUGIS?i dunno..it seems as if the 2nd floor area,well..the sales there seems to be picking up.yup..i dunno if it has something to do with me(being the Light)...i dunno..
this time round,the area i'm in,happens to be quite "ULU" too...am i to bring LIGHT to this area too?Will sales pick up for everyone there selling clothes soon after?well...i dunno..
But i'm gonna stay POSITIVE!I'm not gonna doubt..and somehow,i really believe tt the sales there is gonna pick up..even though it's after CNY.although i'm really tired of starting all over again,i['m gonna keep praying,i'm gonna press on..and persevere.
pls pray for me..all of u..will u?I really need u guys to pray.I'm tired.really.But i've got a Great,BIG and wonderful God.Dun u agree?say AYE!haha..AMEN!!
Jojojoanna
is just simply gorgeous 4:44 PM